More help and awareness needed!

There should really be more information about panic attacks and anxiety. I have been doing research into it and found that so many people suffer from it. When I have to let

Face it.. accept it.

You need to really want to, deep down, get better. That is the first thing that you need to do to get over this anxiety. Anxiety is not what makes you, you are a person who can live without it and will live without it if you believe enough. I know it is hard. I have been saying for years, I don't want to be this way...who would?! But